What kind of animal are you? =)

You Are A: Pony

src="http://www.cuteducky.com/img/pony.jpg" style="border: none; margin: 0px 12px 12px 0px; float: left; height: 100px width: 100px" alt="pony">Who doesn't love a pony? You are one of these miniature horses, renown for your beauty and desired by many. Full of grace, you are a beautiful and very special animal, full of strength and majesty.

You were almost a: Lamb or a Kitten
You are least like a: Squirrel or a ParakeetThe Cute Animals Quiz

Three bear - Full House

Yeah. Finally I upload this. A very cute song from Full house. Enjoy =)

Bored -.-

So here I am blogging again. hahx. Bf coming back on wednesday. Finally I can get to see him!! hahx. 12 days of missing. And I can't imagine I actually overcome it. hahx. But not bad lahx. At least he still remembered our 20th mth. hahx. Send me a sms on the 13th cause he was went wrong. hahx. Supposed to be on 12th. Hmmm.. He seems fine there so all I need to do now is to wait for him to come back and bring me lots and lots of presents~! I love presents. hahx. It simply makes me happy. yippie~

And so before I did this post, I was doing spring cleaning. SPRING CLEANING -.- I actually did it. This means that I really have got nothing better to do at home now. hahx. Tommorow will be working and its the night shift.. ewuuu.. haix. I hate night shift. Gotta go home late~

Bought some stuff with wei ting on last sat. Hmmm.. Seriously after I bought those items, I got nothing to say. The staffs there are so desperate for sales. They keep on tell us to buy more and more. Actually I dun really like that bag very much. But.. Since wei ting said its nice to hold it and it seems durable.. So, I bought it >.<>

Last week of holiday for me. NYP has start school today. So great. I'm so bored stucked in my house. Watched quite a few vcds and drama during these 12 days. VCDs like Full house, My Girl, Marry Me. Youtube shows like Goong, Smile pasta, bleach. Hahx. Most of the vcds I can finished in 2 days time. So that can also tell you how bored and how much time I had. hahx. I'm repeating Full house again. It's simply a very nice one and Rain is cutee~ Korean version is better. hahx. My Girl too~ Must watch it if you have the time. It's really nice. hahx. Goong I'm watching the second time through Channel U. Ok. I think that's almost all I wanna say.

- Smilex -

12 days of torture.

So bf went to Beijing this morning. Gonna be a tough one without him beside me. Will be pretty bored and lonely without much things to do except work, sleep, eat. Hahx. Wonder if he had reached Beijing by now. 1025 flight so I guess he should have reached there by now. Din bear to let him leave me for 12 days but there's nth much we can do. Hahx.

Goong gonna be start airing this coming monday. Though I've finished the whole episode, I'm gonna watch again!! It's damn nice lahx. The girls are so pretty and the guys are so good-looking!! Chaegyueng is cute ok? And my Shin is so cool~ hahx. I'm so in love with this show now. Gonna watch My Girl soon cause I've bought the vcds out of boredom. hahx.

My wrist has been hurting quite a lot recently. I'm wondering whats causing it. Mum says its because I carried too heavy things that's why I hurt my wrist. I wonder if its true? hahx. But seriously, its affecting my fingers a lot. Though the pain is not continueously one, but its still very uncomfortable for me lahx. Lets hope it will recover soon =)

So bored now. Date me ok? But I'm broke. hahx. so contradicting ritex? Broke still go out. hahx. k lahx. I will just end here. Blog some other days. Cya~ ^_^

Friends or Foes?

It's been a month since I last update my blog. Holiday now and I'm kinda enjoying it. Did quite a few things and met up wif those that I haven been meeting for long. Party world, shopping, working, excising, movies, I did a lot of things this month. Bf going china this friday morning. Not able to send him cause his flight was too early. I bet I couldn't wake up in time to send him off. 12 days of parting. Will be missing him damn much lahx. Will try to waste as much time as possible when he's not in sgp.

I'm beginning to wonder who is my friends. Once my buddy sisters but now, it seems that we have become strangers. We do not really greet each other when we see each other, we don't contact each other unless there's a need. So this is what friends are for? It seems that its not possible to get back to the past where life is simple without being materialistic (wrong spelling don't blame me >.<). It seems that my existence was no longer important. It seems that without me, life would make no difference at all. That's what I feel. When I see other pple's blog and it seems that they are able to maintain their friendship so well, I wonder why can't we? I've got a lot of thinking. But I don't know how to put them in words.

Both of you once told me this: ' You would not be left behind by us when we are together for we are the best sisters forever. Any unhappiness or happiness you can always find us cause we will always be there to be your listener.'

It doesn't seem so now. I'm always being left behind while both of you walk like as if the whole world is now all yours to use. You walk away like I'm the invincible person tagging behind you all. You ask me out purely because of a kind of manner. It doesn't seems like you use your heart to invite me out. You never think of how I feel. I know you all are richer than me. I'm poor although I'm working. I can't always have expensive meals with you all, can't shop for expensive branded clothes with you all. Whenever I'm out with you all, I always feel pressurized. Branded stuff on your body while cheap clothes on myself. I can't help but to compare all that. It just makes me feel upset. But did any of you feel so?

No one seems to respect me. Take my birthday for example. It was never like a celebration. My parents never remember them as well. I guess this year is the last. Whenever you all say you all want celebrate for me, I just don't feel any sincerity at all. No one remember my birthday except for Bf and my dearest sister WT. I just feel that my existence is not important anymore. Only important to Bf. Only to him..

I've decided to forget my birthday. It just seems meaningless to celebrate it. Anyway, it was never important at all. It was never.

Friends or Foes, you decide >.<