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I came across a friend' friend blog.
He's currently in army now.
His relationship with his gf seems to be on the rock.
I begin to wonder will it happen to me?
Such a big obstacle to overcome.
I seems to be thinking too much.
But i can't helped much.
It's tough for the girl for the first 3 months.
I wonder how would life be then.
I ask bf how would it be like.
He said fret not cause there's two more years to go.
Guess I tend to think too much.

I'm a girl who loves to stick with bf no matter where he is.
And seriously I can't imagine life w/o for 3 whole months.
Can i cope with it?
Girls.
Always tend to think too much ya?
Ok.
So i stop thinking now ok?
-smiles-

Exam period now.
3 more papers to go.
Passing should not be a problem.
Scoring for them would be a big problem.
No mood to study at all.
How to pass with flying colours with such attitude lehx?
I'm still watching idol drama in the midst of exams.
But seriously it's a pretty nice one.
Smile Pasta =)
I'm sure you will smile.
Tends to cheer you up.
Hahx.
Ok.
I will stop pondering over small little things.
I will go now.
See you till the next time I blog =)

-iloveu-

BABY對不起 - 李玟

BABY對不起 - 李玟

曲︰OMAR ALFANNO
詞︰COCO LEE／樓南蔚

聽到我的電話　響了一聲就暫停
會不會是你　我總懷疑
因為這原因　心情不穩定
我們之間的問題　是我不相信你
敏感又多心　怕你變了心
因為愛你　害怕失去你

＊愛的天氣總是陰晴不定
愛的情緒也在歡笑中哭泣

＃BABY 想對你說聲對不起
用錯了方式去愛你　因為我太在意 〔如果沒有你〕　
我的世界只剩回憶 每天只面對孤寂　
已來不及 再說我愛你
自從那天分手後　停不住淚滴
想念一個人　能忘記自己 讓我愛你　
什麼都願意

重唱　＊,＃,＃

如果能再遇見你　把你抱緊
從此不分離　絕不放棄
我要告訴你 BABY I'M SORRY

Unhappy

I'm not happy today.

I'm not happy with myself.

I'm not happy with the world.

I'm not happy when I completed one set of DBIS paper.

Why?

Cause I'm not happy.

Fuck off --> unhappiness.

Today's not my day =(

So, I'm supposed to have my last presentation today at 9. BUT, since yesterday night or I should have said, those nights before, I DUN FEEL LIKE attending..... So, this mentality of mine lead me to an over slept state this morning.

Actually I really din do it on purpose lahx. hahx. My alarm was supposed to ring at 735 and ring again at 745 so i can slp another 10 mins more. But I dunnoe what happened, its either my alarm rang but i off it or it DIN RING AT ALL -.- Should i just assumed it din ring at all so that it doesnt seem like my fault? >.< hahx. Anyway, this caused me to overslept till 830 which was supposed to be a time where I'm already out of my house waiting for bus to inter. hahx. So, upon seeing such situation and a mentality of not wanting to present, this leads to a continue-to-sleep mind. hahx. Continue to sleep till my friend called me and told me I'm among the first group to present -.- Suey. BUT am lucky that I din turned up. My friend said it was so boring and the marks were simply too low. hahx. Am glad i din turn up =)

So, I continue to sleep and sleep and sleep... Supposed to wake up at 945 to go for 11's revision lecture. And guess what? I over slept again -.- Sleep till 1030 then wake up which was again supposed to be a time where I go out of house and take a bus. hahx. And so, due to my SUPER DUPER laziness this sem, I decided to skip! Shall get the *hints from my friend =) hahx

Wanna meet bf today but he din tell me what time he's releasing. So, i continue to sleep till 1130 when he called me and say: 'gf, I'm releasing at 12 and thus, I'm ending soon..' WTH. So i had to rush to bath, pack bag and zoooom, went out of hse. What's worse is that initially he wanted to complete his Java in his computer lab (stingy time com lab at the last block of eng, 1st floor) so he told me to bring my lappie along so that I wun be bored looking at what he's going to do (which is true) so, happily but with a pissed mood, i brought my lappie along and board 69. Smses came in and the last one was a disaster to me. HIS LAB WAS FULL..... And my lappie is of no use now cause his hse GOT NO wireless.. Made him carried my lappie all the way (evil laugh heh heh) till we bought our lunch and reached his hse.

Had lor mee and laksa at his hse while watching MTV. Was supposed to have lesson at 3 so we had to leave his house at 245. Half way reaching school, I saw my friend which gave me a bad omen. Asked him whether is he going for EBM and he said: 'Missy, there's no EBM lab today. Though there is tutorial, but our teacher decided to go home =)' And off he went home while I stood there, digesting what he had said. WAT THE F**K. NO ONE TOLD ME! But never mind, no lesson = go home and sleep =)

Accompany bf do his project till 430 where he go for his lesson while i go back home. Bf is so ke lian. So many problems with his Java project. Jia you k? muackx =) That's almost all for today ba. Update again soon. Bye =)

Stressful month -.-

Ok. I'm back to blogging life. hahx. But I wonder if I could continue this life for long. I have abandoned quite a few blogs in the past so I'm beginning to wonder.....

So back to my life. This is a stressful month and even more worse for year 2 students. Projects.. Schoolworks and MOST IMPORTANTLY, examinations -.-

Although I'm done with all of my projects, exams are still one stressful thing to care about. I dun wanna take sup and of cause I want my grades for this term to pull up my overall GPA =)

Monday blues. Especially when you have work on sun -.- I was so tired yesterday that I did not even play any online games yesterday and fell asleep =\ I'm seriously very tired lahx. hahx. Slept at 11+ 12 and had to woke up at 745 today. So tiring =( And this made me no mood to choose the clothes to wear to school today. Just anyhow grab one tee, pants and off I went to sch. Lesson ended early so I went to have breakfast with my class gals. Went to Norgen Vaaz and ate the American Breakfast with minestrone soup. *yummy =) Then did so cam-whoring but not with my phone >.< today =")

After breakfast, they went to bedok reservoir while I went to find my boi. hahx. I'm sorry that you have to miss 1 hour of project meeting because of me =( But still, I enjoyed the 1 hour spent with you. hahx. Lesson at 12 so I went back to school while he went home to collect so stuff for his project. Lesson ends at 4 and dar came and send me home =) Happy ger now. hahx. Reach home, did the E-lecture, watch tv and now I'm going to study my DBIS. I'm seriously dying of brain damage =\ hahx. k lahx. Till here then. Blog again other days =)

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