Irresponsible

Seriously, I'm really very f**king pissed off now. I'm not the grp leader and I'm the one doing all the shits for you all. The one claiming to be the leader claim to be so active and all that and yet, nth much was done. The other one? I've only seen him for 5 times in 1 mth. Was thinking perhaps can rely on him for one time but look at now. Where's the document I want? I'm seriously very very f**king pissed off. Did I own you all in my past live or what? What have I deserve to get such a treating from you all?

Finally vent out my anger. I'm trying to be nice to this guy in my team cause after all we do not know each other well so if I vent my anger on him, it would not look nice. But he seriously is making my blood boiling. What the hell is all these? So pissed. I'm already feeling so hypocrite for treating him like a friend in front of everybody but scolding him behind his back. ARGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! I'm just so pissed off lahx. fuck one.

So, using OB theory, I would say I have to blame myself for all these to happen. If I did not let him have the chance to request for the work to be done by him, nth of such would have happened. I'm blaming myself now.. *blaming *blaming *blaming >.<

Meeting junting at 1130 for my proj. Gotta slp now. Blog some other days when I'm bored and free. =)

Cheerx =))